Aubreys Journal! YAY!

i had to....

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:01:59 GMT

Comment and ...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

one more day

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 22:30:50 GMT

well one more day and then im off to the beach! :) yay. im going to st.george island with caitlin. we are gonna be gone for a week and im super excited! and one more day til my BIRTHDAY. i will be 17. woohoo. lol.. it all feels the same to me. lol. well hmm... things have just been really awesome lately. things between friends and tony have finally all fallen into place and have stayed there for awhile. and thats real good news... so i hope everyone is having an awesome summer!
<3 ya.
aubrey lynn

the sun is here

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 22:31:10 GMT

well im so glad that its summer.
but its been rainy and that just sucks. but today was the first sunny day. YAY.
but OH COURSE the sunny day i have to be locked up inside.
i had SATs today.. they are just a pain!
i hope i do really good on this one.. cuz my last one.. lets just say it wasnt too great.
so then i came home and took a nap and then got ready.
now im waiting for caitlin to come over here..
we are going out to eat and then she is spending the night with me *i think*
so yeah.
but.. uhh.
things have been pretty good.
things between and me and him are really good. hopefully they stay that way.
well i better go upstairs and finish getting ready
have a good night
~aubs

not fair

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 01:46:27 GMT

.. those are the movies WE are suppost to watch!
not YAWL. ME AND YOU... grr..
its not all that fair. when me and u talk about watching those movies everyday but then ur going to go watch them with him?
uhh.

thats gay

<3 aubrey

i had a pretty good day suprisingly other than the fact above^

</3 so there ya go

Wed, 18 May 2005 23:04:00 GMT

so lately things have been fine...
okay so i lied.. the past uhh 2 days have just sucked. im so ready to get out of school.. i cant wait for summer..and i hope i can do alot of stuff this summer.. im crossing my fingers
drama drama drama. people are so stupid
point blank.. if i dont like you or how your acting.. im not gonna put on a fake smile and deal with it or let you think i like you.. if i dont like you im going to say something.. ill try to say it the best way i can but ill say it.. people put on fake faces and fake smiles and im tired of it.. dont pretend to be best friends or even friends with someone you cannot stand. you are probably wasting your time and maybe even theirs. so i just think everyone should be real. for once.
things with ppl... uhhhhh..
i just dont even know anymore... he so confused me and ALL the advice my friends and even HIS friends give me.. never fix it..point blank. he needs to finally. once and for all. figure out what he wants..
im tired of trying to guess
and he said he's told me.. well then dont jump back and forth with the idea. u either want to spend time with me or you dont.. I HATE MIND GAMES.
and guys thought girls were confusing.. i think guys play more games with our minds then we ever even thought..

ive just totally given up on it.

only 7 more days of school
then maybe ill be okay

i hope so

and i hope my headaches go away for godsake!

all my love <3 (what i have left. lol)
AUBREY

Sun, 15 May 2005 18:03:03 GMT

Your Birthdate: July 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.

The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.

Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.

You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.

It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

i hate u

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 01:02:08 GMT

people like to fuck up my life
well one im perticular

i hate chris perry..and i hope he burns in hell

he thinks he can get whatever he wants cuz of his "charms and looks"

he's just a bastard that needs to wake up and notice reality.. cuz not everything is gonna be his way
hes not gonna get everything he wants.

because like i said he just likes to fuck up peoples lives. cuz hes a cocky bastard
..enough said..

sun. beach

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 03:20:41 GMT

tomorrow morning we leave for destin
*sigh*
im so excited. i hope this trip turns out good. lots of crap happened because of it. but now its all okay. lol well at least in our eyes. so we are just gonna go down there and have fun. hehe
i hope everyone has a GREAT spring break
and ill be back next saturday night.
if ya need me ill have my cellular telephone.
MUAH!
~xoxo~
aubrey AKA oobs

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 02:38:04 GMT

i cant wait til spring break

one more week.

yay!

two.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 01:54:36 GMT

well two BAD things have happened in the past two weeks.

the first bad thing isnt really in affect anymore.. but when it was.. it wasnt so peachy.

so yeah...

im just trying to let it go..
and...i guess.. get over it?!

..well he should get over it..

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 21:38:44 GMT

.

...silence..

i just dont know

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 02:26:05 GMT

its not for real right?

..i wish i knew it wasnt for real

happy

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 04:56:54 GMT

a_n_t_forever is energetic.

You've got the energy level of a small yip-yap dog. And, much like those dogs, I hope you get run over by an ice cream truck. Yeah, that's right. I said it.

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Wed, 09 Mar 2005 05:10:44 GMT

i still havent gotten to drive to school in like two months. seriously.

but other than that. ive been really happy lately

im working out everyday with caitlin at the gym and we've become really close and i love that. i love that girl shes great.

me and tony are great. im really happy right now

i hope i dont jinx myself.

well im goin to bed. night!

crazy times in target

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 04:55:17 GMT

HAHAH OMG tonight was soo much fun! prolly the most fun ive had in a while with my chicas since i have been grounded. tonight was KIMBO PARTY! we ate at o'charlEY's..lol took forever to get our tables which was lame b/c she called them WAY in advanced..they should have been propaired! but they werent. oh well.. so we ate. that was fun. and then everyone started leaving before kimbo opened her presents it was sad.. lol and me and caitlin were the only ones left at the table. hilarious! so then we went to target.. HAHA OMG. we took some CRAZY pictures.. they are *priceless* but GREAT! lol and we just goofed off.
then we came back to my house to talk to my mom about spring break! woot woot. and she said that she would get us a room at destin and we could stay the whole week.. hopefully everything falls into place.. so that me holly and caitlin get to stay in a room by ourselves!! YAY! its gonna be SO much fun if it works out. well im gonna go.. i gotta call tony.
oh and start packing.. im leaving for CALI tomorrow afternoon. YEA BITCHES!!!!!
lol.
ill be back friday i dk wat time.. but yeah.. ill ttyawl then.
have a good break.
LOVE YA!~aubrey

the big Vday.

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 03:47:47 GMT

my valentines day was AWESOME.

goodnight~xoxo

stuff..

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 05:03:41 GMT

~caramel coyote is the best ice cream ever.. u should try it.. its mayfeild
~ppl (ex. friends) have been hanging on thin strings this week.. i guess im just not in the mood to be walked on.. at least not by them anymore.
~being grounded is not fun
~not being able to drive to school is not fun either
~valentines day is on monday (2 days away)
~my dad is letting me go out to eat with tony (YAY)...that will work out great! if...tonys parents say yes too..hmmm.. (THEY BETTER OR I WILL BE SUPER PISSED)
~my dad is suppost to be leaving in march..hopefully it goes thru this time.. im ready to let loose and be free..and not soo attached
~my grades are average.. i need to work harder i think
~i need to clean my room sumtime this weekend.. grr wat a drag
~we are having a fiesta in spanish on monday. a big YAY. FOOOD! YUM. i was in charge of bringing sour cream..shouldnt be too hard huh?
~i leave for california in a WEEK. im excited. LEXY is going with us.. we are gonna have a blast.. i know this already
~LEXYS bday is in SIX days!
~kimbos party is in six days. yahoo
~5 more days of school!

well im gonna go call tony.
good night everyone
~aubs

pick me up now..i need you so bad

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 05:07:05 GMT

hello all~
well today was school and that was absolutely lame. a recap on the week.
^i got in trouble. (of course like always) for lying to my parents about where i was friday afterschool....i was seeing tony.
^its been raining.and that just sucks
^tonight i went wit caitlin to her church. that was fun. she's crazy and is seans mom. its so cute. lol. we got coffee that was soo good and then we drove around my neighborhood annoying sean with funny things i must say
^i wont see tony for awhile. since im in trouble in all. tear
^valentines day is monday *smile*

ehh im annoyed of typing. lol
im going to download songs. have a goodnight ppl.
OOBREY

i knew it

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 05:26:09 GMT

today was such a bad day.

..an i SO dont even want to talk a/b it.

goodnight~

goodies make the boys jump on it

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 02:20:20 GMT

hello.
this weekend was okay.. kinda boring but saturday was fun.. lets see here
friday i saw tony. :D and then me and alexis went to publix and got a sub and went to baskin robins.it was pretty good.
saturday i went to the mall with alexis i got a pair of jeans and sum shirts..i have to take back one shirt next weekend. b/c for u to turn it back in it has to be within 15 days so i have to go all the way back up there to exchange it.. and then we went to taco bell to eat after chris kline had ditched us to go to a basketball game (he was suppost to eat with us) but it was cool we still had fun. on the way to the mall a car accident happened RIGHT IN FRONT of us on the highway.. ive never been so scared in my life..i thought we were gonna wreck too b/c i had to slam on the breaks!! but it was fine..but i had to go over the guys bumper that flew off into our lane b/c i couldnt go around it.. but that was okay.. then we raced this worker truck.. i SO won! it was hilarious. we raced them like half the way to atlanta..we laughed so hard. then saturday night i didnt do much
today..ive been pretty lazy.. i slept in til a/b 11:30 to catch up on sum sleep then i cleaned my room (yeah i know!) and then i worked out (yeah i know!) and then i watched tv and talked on the fone for alil bit. and thats all ive done.
the superbowl is going on right now. im not too interested in it other than the commercials which is the best part. half time this year wasnt so great. but wat can u do?
well im gonna go read for school
talk atchya later!
~

ice..on a weekend?! NO

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 23:22:14 GMT

let me just get right to the point i suppose.

~me and kevin are no more as of thursday

~me and tony are soon to be

lol so yeah.. i told kevin that i dont think we should date anymore.. so i mean that was that.. and then me and tony might get back together.. but not too quick.. at least according to him. but i could prolly talk him into it. :) lol kidding.

so this weekend has been BEYOND BORING. it sucks SO BAD. to have an "ice storm" on the weekend.. i mean we could have missed 2 days of school if it was during the week. but instead i was on lock down at my house b/c of the "icey roads"

friday night. me caitlin and holly ate at shanes and talked there for like FOREVER. then cailtin had to go home so me and holly went to starbucks (yum... minus the burnt tongue. lol) and then we went to applebees to eat sum dessert. i had to be home at 9 (how lame) b/c of the "ice storm" that didnt even come til like 3 in the morning. but oh well.
saturday i watched tv all day slept some..and should have done all my homework.. but yeah.. i dk just totally didnt feel like it. then that night round 7 lexy came over to stay the night with me. we watched like half of gladiator and later on we went to seans house to hang out with a bunch of ppl.. that was pretty fun xcept kevin was there and that was weird at first but then it was okay.. but then he had to "talk to me" and we talked for like 30 minutes. b/c how he thinks i should be w/ him and not tony and yada yada.. and he got so mad.. and just like said "you dont fucking need tonys shit aubrey you deserve so much better...u dont need that shit" and he like walked out and went back to germ's house.. i was like..uhh okay.. lol it was kinda funny actually.. i dk..so then me and her came back home and went to sleep.
then today.. she went with me and my fam to brunch at the country club..and that was good as usual.. lol so then we dropped her off at her house and then i came home and slept for like 3 hours. then washed sum clothes and then took a shower and got ready. i was suppost to do sumthing with tony tonight but he parents said no b/c he had already been gone the whole weekend.. i just think its b/c they hate me (which they really do) but oh well.
so now im here.. a/b to maybe do sum hw and then eat sum dinner.

hope everyone had a fun iced in weekend.. and its sucky that its gonna all clear up in time for us to go to school on monday. wat a joy
*smile*
that is all.
~aubrey

confusing

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 02:28:06 GMT

gah im so confused about everything that is going on.

i dont know what i should do.
i hate hurting people and deciding what is good for me right now.

i have no clue what im going to do.

but as of right now. im gonna go upstairs and finish homework.
the end.
. nite . oobrey

girl you mean so much to me

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:56:08 GMT

hey everyone!
well today was a pretty good day.
i was so tired the whole day tho.
we had to fill out stupid regirstration things in classes today.
it = not fun at all.
man i cant wait to be a senior its gonna be so much fun!
uhh we have a test in trig on FRIDAY?! uhh huhh..
test in ap psych. on monday?! uhh hhuh! lol
friday i think im gonna stay the night with lexy. i still gotta ask my dad but hopefully he says its cool!
gah i wish it was february break already!
well im goin to talk on the telephone now.
goodnight my friends.
lol~aubrey

i heart you.~

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 04:03:45 GMT

lol JEEEZZ just forget it.
i typed out this whole entry and it messed up.
gah i hate when that happens.
so sum up real quick
school was pretty good
saw kevin afterschool that was fun
then ate food did hw and watched tv
now im goin to call alexis and kevin.
the end
!aubrey!

phew.!.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 01:47:47 GMT

well yesterday i had a pretty good day.
last night i went to corey's house for his party and then everyone left to go to shanes house that was WAY better than coreys cuz there was a pool table and stuff so there were things to do.
i walked and met alexis b4 we went to the party.
then caitlin and holly came
then they left like 30 minutes later cuz they wanted to go to micheals.
so then everyone left coreys and we went to shanes. and played pool and talked and stuff. then me and alexis got dropped off back home.
then this morning i woke up at 10:15 and then went back to sleep til a/b 12. and then i read sum of my book for english. then me and my sister went to the mall real quick. then i came home and took a shower. then i left to go see kevin. and hung out with him for 3 hrs. when i was at "church?!" hehe.
~im so glad that kevin isnt like all the other guys i have talked too. he's really sweet and would never to anything to hurt me or say anything to hurt me..even if he WAS just kidding. and we just get along really well.. i can be my total self around him. and i know he excepts me for that..and it feels good to be excepted. when i just got pushed away. yeah know?!
well anywho. im gonna go take a nap then do some homework.
tomorrow = no school YES!

goodnight!